To My Treatment Self

Rest is part of treatment. Not a reward. Not a weakness. Not something I have to earn.Rest is healing.If my body asks for stillness, I will not argue with it. My labs do not define me. They guide the doctors. They inform decisions.But they do not measure my...

Please Stay Away, Your Sick

Isolation was something I was not expecting to accompany a cancer diagnosis. My immune system is non-existent from cancer and cancer treatment. With a shot immune system, I had to tell so many people to “STAY AWAY if you’re sick!” I can’t put...

The Bed Days

After the official diagnosis, I descended into mourning for the life I had lived before. But also, for the life I had envisioned for myself in the future. It’s a long and grueling process.  Before my cancer diagnosis, I was a principal who had been very involved...

The Start of My Acceptance Cycle

My acceptance cycle started with the words “You have cancer.” Those words sent me into days upon days of grieving and crying. I didn’t hear a single thing after those three life-altering words because my mind went straight to “How long do I...

“Uncle” – Telling Him Was the Hardest

When you’re going through a difficult time in your life, finding people who lift you up and support you in the good and the bad times is a blessing. Being able to rely on those few people in your life makes some of those hard moments in life easier to bear.  And...